Ignorant

Am not sure if i ve used this title here before. But that aside, i have never been more ashamed of myself before today. I did a verbal exam today and it was a part of my last few big important subject in all my school years. Some exams are only available on verbal terms and not always a written test. And as you knew, i´ve been studying food technology and somehow, i think i don´t have a tiny bit interest of any subjects that are related to it other than the stuff i must read on school textbook. Simply said it was not really my passion.

But that is where my ignorance coming back at me today. How could it be that a student who has been studying about food and also its molecular composition
couldn´t answer a really simple question that asked by the prof. I´ve been preparing for the exams for almost a month intensively, studied a lot of the "more complicated" stuff on textbook, but i couldn´t answer a few simple "a-must-know" question. I was really being ignorant, and it really hurt my pride to looking for answer in prof´s eyes. I believe i'll be too ashamed to ever meet the prof again.

How come i can´t figure out what our body does to salt, as which organ is responsible to break it. And not just that, i simply forgot what i learned in the beginning first few semesters as i can´t recall how the chemistry compound of protein looks like and which groups are responsible for its bonding ability. Yeah, this was not a exam for food chemistry, but the question is somehow significant to the subject that being examined (true, all things that can be defined as food is all significant to all our subjects ^^). I expected that the prof would ask more to the class related topic. I´m sure the prof never met someone like me who has no passion in his own field of study. If i were him, i am sure that i must be failed at today´s exam. I don´t deserve the
B− mark at all. Oh, look at the time. I haven´t been asleep for 34 hours now, how come i don´t feel that sleepy at all.

I just wanna be your friend.