Repent

worry not, this time it isn´t something mellow-mellow anymore. it´s just that i have been in deep thought lately(read= since this morning), and i realised, i really need to repent for all my mistakes i have done knowingly or unknowingly and therefore promised that those mistakes mustn´t be repeated in the future. The story starts like this,

honestly, at first, i didn´t believe a true friendship between a guy and a girl exist. I believed they were just either normal school friendship, or just some friend that can´t be called close enough or some friendship based on hidden feeling as the actual purpose or many more.(yes, call me old-fashioned). But i was wrong, a friend has proven it to me, that it does exist. it is really a priceless precious friendship that i almost lost and unable to see it clearly because of my selfishness. Therefore, i, andy, will try not being my oldself anymore and i am going to be a better andy that cherish those friendships, cherish all my friends and families and not doing dumb things, so that all of them will feel comfortable having me around and also, i must be more cheerful and mature to face everything that laying out there. yup, this is a man promise. and i know i still lacking a lot, that´s why i still need some support if you willingly want to help this lost lamb, haha.. i am looking forward to the new me soon

all of this admissions actually sounded childish and kinda sounded like being made by a fourth grader schooler. But, inspite that, i want to see the world with a new view now, even if it´s gonna be a new restart of my friendship, i am looking forward to it.

Btw, i am writing all this while on studying mode for my exam on thursday. I don´t know what to prepare anymore actually, i have been studying for more than a month intensively already. Hope i can pass this exam without trouble.

Quote:
"If you believe you can, you probably can. If you believe you won´t, you most assuredly won´t. Belief is the ignition switch that gets you off the launching pad."
Denis Waitley

"For those who believe, no proof is necessary. For those who don´t believe, no proof is possible."
Stuart Chase