3rd nov 2008 is the day i met her.. and also the day that i started to like her.. and as for today, i realize and sure of that, that i fall in love to her. hoho..
"just ate dinner", this is the first sentence i told her, and after that, i´m not really sure to remember it all, but she just reminded me that i´m more talkactive than how i am today, more fun and friendly, and i seems not worried about anything at all, just really enjoying life here in berlin, no sweat and hardship.. although at that time i havent got many friends yet (she knows how many friends do i got,scary isnt it..) and yeah, she showed me the prove that i´m really talkactive back there, even talking to myself a lot too, haha..
but remembering all this now, its really bring back many sweet memories, the chat, the comments, the laugh, the fun.. i think, if not because of you, i really dont quite realise that i´m really being under a lot of stress lately if being compared to how i was before. so, thank you for still keeping all the status n comment on your site from 3.11.08 till now.
i was so bored today, until scrolling down to the day i joined you, it was really great to remind me of all the nice comments and also all the birthday wish too. i was really quite talkactive by posting twitterlike back then, "eating, sleepy, going to bed, and even singing to myself", haha.. miss those times, where i can post before thinking about anything else (the subsequent), haha.. so, i will say it out loud now. i love you facebook..!!! hehe.. ;)
Sonntag, Mai 29, 2011
Sonntag, Mai 22, 2011
No more brunch for me!
Should really write it down so that i will remember from now on. I got out from brunch restaurant just now, amreally full, and now i feel that i wanna throw up. Think this uneasy feeling comes from those cheese. Dunno.. i'm not as young as before anymore, cant eat much now, just realize it today. Think will pass all the invitation to go to brunch or all you can eat restaurant starting now. Ufff..
Dienstag, Mai 17, 2011
8 more too..^^
dear diary,
i overslept today, wkwkwk.. i ain´t surprised though, rather, i kinda predicted already that i could be overslept today as i went to sleep last night. yeah, i really overworked myself yesterday. ´ve slept for only 5 hours and then having lecture from 8 in the morning till 2 o´clock and after that, still going to work till 8 pm. and in addition to all of it, i just ate 1 croissant in the morning, and 1 tiny apple bread at noon, too little. haha.. i know, i´ve done it wrong. i should eat more at noon and less at night,haha.. just like the galileo show that i watched just now, they were interviewing a german next top model winner´s from 5 years ago (lena), one of the question is, how she keep her slim figure, and she answered, she eat no breakfast, eat anything she want (which is many) at noon, but no carbohydrates at night. i should try it too starting tomorrow, but of course with breakfast, without breakfast i can´t survive, haha..
oh yeah, remember how i´ve lost 15 kgs last year with my diet program? i´ll try to start those diet again now. thats mean, just oatmeals as breakfast everyday and fruits are supposed to be my only dinner. hoho.. i just need 8 more kgs to lose before i am having holiday in indo (this is what the title above means btw, haha..) gogogogo..!!
thanks god i only got 1 lecture this morning. i feel less guilty to have skipped it haha and now, i got nothing to do, since today isnt my working day also. ah, ya, i must study, yeah, i should start studying soon.. hope my holiday-to-be will be the motivation for me to study hard.. have a nice day all.. love, andy.
i overslept today, wkwkwk.. i ain´t surprised though, rather, i kinda predicted already that i could be overslept today as i went to sleep last night. yeah, i really overworked myself yesterday. ´ve slept for only 5 hours and then having lecture from 8 in the morning till 2 o´clock and after that, still going to work till 8 pm. and in addition to all of it, i just ate 1 croissant in the morning, and 1 tiny apple bread at noon, too little. haha.. i know, i´ve done it wrong. i should eat more at noon and less at night,haha.. just like the galileo show that i watched just now, they were interviewing a german next top model winner´s from 5 years ago (lena), one of the question is, how she keep her slim figure, and she answered, she eat no breakfast, eat anything she want (which is many) at noon, but no carbohydrates at night. i should try it too starting tomorrow, but of course with breakfast, without breakfast i can´t survive, haha..
oh yeah, remember how i´ve lost 15 kgs last year with my diet program? i´ll try to start those diet again now. thats mean, just oatmeals as breakfast everyday and fruits are supposed to be my only dinner. hoho.. i just need 8 more kgs to lose before i am having holiday in indo (this is what the title above means btw, haha..) gogogogo..!!
thanks god i only got 1 lecture this morning. i feel less guilty to have skipped it haha and now, i got nothing to do, since today isnt my working day also. ah, ya, i must study, yeah, i should start studying soon.. hope my holiday-to-be will be the motivation for me to study hard.. have a nice day all.. love, andy.
Freitag, Mai 13, 2011
a life to learn
bad habits do come once in a while, or is it always there? ^^ i once again keep giving advices to people (usually people i care most) advices that actually arent necessary at all.. haiya.. it always ended by me regretting. free of charge and of course they dont want them, who want free things casually now? haha..
i dont know why i keep giving and giving unnecessary advices, one thing that that are clear for me now, even i keep advicing them, not one of the advices were in the end ever being taken actually, why should i bother advicing?i should ask it to myself. haha.. i think, from now on i should try to keep this on my mind first before advicing people. dont advice people as i like it, i should remember they will not follow it actually, haha.. by doing this, i hope i can correct my bad habit soon.
and again, thanks to my dear friend, who are willing to tell me to not keep doing this bad habit. luckily i´m having such good friend like you all, who didnt get angry at all while facing me being like this. btw, i also have a question, didn´t most people get angry or at least, very annoyed when people keep advicing and advicing and advicing them to do this and that? even the advice is sometimes is not really for your own good like i always said to you all, rite? haha.. how do you keep your cool?
getting mad at is really scary i think, but getting ignored is the most painful one. hope we could keep all this beautiful friendship at it is now.. ^^
i dont know why i keep giving and giving unnecessary advices, one thing that that are clear for me now, even i keep advicing them, not one of the advices were in the end ever being taken actually, why should i bother advicing?i should ask it to myself. haha.. i think, from now on i should try to keep this on my mind first before advicing people. dont advice people as i like it, i should remember they will not follow it actually, haha.. by doing this, i hope i can correct my bad habit soon.
and again, thanks to my dear friend, who are willing to tell me to not keep doing this bad habit. luckily i´m having such good friend like you all, who didnt get angry at all while facing me being like this. btw, i also have a question, didn´t most people get angry or at least, very annoyed when people keep advicing and advicing and advicing them to do this and that? even the advice is sometimes is not really for your own good like i always said to you all, rite? haha.. how do you keep your cool?
getting mad at is really scary i think, but getting ignored is the most painful one. hope we could keep all this beautiful friendship at it is now.. ^^
Freitag, Mai 06, 2011
Blood
Dear diary,
Today i'm not feeling well, think gonna catch cold tomorrow. Oh yeah, i got nose bleed just now, as i tried to empty my blocked nose. Feel a little bit dizzy till now. No.. i must not sick tomorrow, i want to jog outside. I need it. Oh btw, i went to the doctor again today, to complete my whole test program, yay.. Did i told you i went to eart spesialist just the other day? The doctor was very kind and experienced. She asked a lot too, and due to her experience and of course after ultrasouded my heart, she says there are just 2 possibilities to explain what happened to me. The first, coz of my heart seems perfect and got none of any disfungsional, i am just slightly overweight, haha.. And she told me that i must do something about it. And now, i see no more reason to not work on my weight control anymore, hoho.. Make me wanna jog tomirrow even more. And the second one, i maybe got some genetic dissease (high blood pressure) from my parents. But it is just a tiny chance of it would occur like that. Now, i have just to wait for the last result which she gonna contact me when it comes out. That's why i need all the support from all my supportive friends, to keep helpong me losing my weight i think, walking alone aint easy for me who has been overweIght since i was a kid. For your support i cant be more thankful.. Jia youw..
Still i'm still not feeling well, gonna go to sleep as soon as i reach home i think. Nite all
Today i'm not feeling well, think gonna catch cold tomorrow. Oh yeah, i got nose bleed just now, as i tried to empty my blocked nose. Feel a little bit dizzy till now. No.. i must not sick tomorrow, i want to jog outside. I need it. Oh btw, i went to the doctor again today, to complete my whole test program, yay.. Did i told you i went to eart spesialist just the other day? The doctor was very kind and experienced. She asked a lot too, and due to her experience and of course after ultrasouded my heart, she says there are just 2 possibilities to explain what happened to me. The first, coz of my heart seems perfect and got none of any disfungsional, i am just slightly overweight, haha.. And she told me that i must do something about it. And now, i see no more reason to not work on my weight control anymore, hoho.. Make me wanna jog tomirrow even more. And the second one, i maybe got some genetic dissease (high blood pressure) from my parents. But it is just a tiny chance of it would occur like that. Now, i have just to wait for the last result which she gonna contact me when it comes out. That's why i need all the support from all my supportive friends, to keep helpong me losing my weight i think, walking alone aint easy for me who has been overweIght since i was a kid. For your support i cant be more thankful.. Jia youw..
Still i'm still not feeling well, gonna go to sleep as soon as i reach home i think. Nite all
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