i can't help but keep thinking that everybody just looking for me and write to me if they need something from me and then dissapeared after it is done.
but i was wrong. its actually my fault. i should also have to look for the others if i need help from them. and it's my fault that i don't need anything just yet.
09.05.14 Andy. *enlightment after this long time*
ain't i happy? hey, i am not sad, and then that means i am happy now rite?
is it the true difference between friends and acquaintances? am i really that lonely if nobody has asked me hi, how are you? what have you been doing? never heard about you anymore. am worried sick about you. but instead of that i just got messages about: hey, is it true? i want your confirmation about this, is that person really went back for good already? am i a reporter?
what about a simple how are you? you are too busy too even remember that huh
