Three cakes

Sleeeepy.. But birthday really still has always been a special day once in awhile. Really didnt expect any midnight surprise today, since someone has convinced me that it would be better to have some birthday cakes on saturday where everybody have some free time and could gather together. But the real surprise is still carefully being carried out too. Nice one.. Thanks to eko, and hui2 for the cakes, the candles on the floor somehow seems very special, meaningful and pretty too, dunno if it was due to my sleepiness but the lights were pretty. I still feel a lil bit dizzy coz of the wake up call, can still hear her voice in my head, hehe.. Though i hope i am not still smiling like this in my sleep which is gonna be really soon now. Good night, and happy birthday to me and mumu and of course to erick too.. Happy late birthday to you. Hmm.. Did i forget to mention about something else? I dunno, i cant think of anything anymore. Ey, yeah, i do forget to mention something here, hoho.. Where my ipad 2 hui btw? Haha.. Anyway hui, you must be the mastermind behind all of this i suppose. Thx yo for everything.... Uh.. I still have to wake up real early in the morning, ok nitez all

Sorry..

i'm so sorry about such simply childish question that i asked you about being friend yesterday. I was overreacted, dunno if it was just a tiring day for me or bcoz i was afraid, that maybe it has something to do with me that you made some decision to not do things u wanna do maybe. But, in spite of all that, you seems understand and yet calmly answer such question whole-heartly. I am being thankful for that. You sure can handle people really well... Hehe.. I will cherish you more from now on. Thanks.. And sorry once again for the uneasiness that you maybe felt. Have a nice day. ^^

Hello doctors

Hi all,

it's time to reactivate this journal and make a real good use of it. huehehe.. Let's get started then, Hoho.. Got a few new experiences this morning as i Went to the doctor to have him run a few more test on me, harhar.. Dunno if you guys had those kind of test before, but i was kinda had to sat on fitness bike and my body being attached to wire and to the monitor where my heart rate was being measured. it called "EKG test mit belastung", kinda fun, the doctor keep adjusting the weight every few minutes and i must keep on cycling at constant normal speed.

And then, just in the middle af the test, for one moment i felt that it's reallllllyy hard to breath, although it's not even more than 10 minutes cycling. Just after those short feeling is gone, the doctor told me this "if you maybe find it is suddenly hard to breath or dizzy, please don't stop right away, tell me first, so that i could break our test." but until the end, i didnt tell him about those hard breathing bcoz my mind at that time was too occupied and can't digest what was just happening with me and promised to myself, i will tell the doctor after it happen once again (the feeling was like, there were no oxigen around anymore), but it didnt happen, and the test went smoothly.

Later from this test, it was found out that my blood pressure was normal when i'm doing normal activity, but when i do sport, it was rocketed too much higher than it supposed to be, the doctor isn't sure what the cause of it. And they need to run 4 more test to me, 1 for each day. That's why i need to go there tomorrow and the day after tomorrow too, it is kinda like doctor's week for me these week, hehe.. And i was recommended to take the other 2 test by a heart specialist. Got an appointment on 13th may tough. It's a long time. But i just hope everythings ok. Btw, about my blood test, the result was out, me, although i'm overly overweight, surprised as the doctor said, my blood result turn out pretty good, all is normal, fat is normal, not great normal, but just normal, blood sugar is normal too.. i'm pretty healthy inspite of being unconscious last week. And in the end, the doctor said i shouldnt do some exercise till we find out what really happened to me. What i forgot to ask the doctor is that do i really have to wait till may to know if i could extend my gym license or not, hmm.. well, need a pretty good rest now.. c.u.