Don´t give up

dear diary,

i feel really happy today, i weigh 106,8 kgs now.. that means my diet program really works this time.. yay.. and 6,8 kgs more to lose till june. ^^

still remember what i told you before, about several diet attempts that i´ve tried before this one. Those attempts were ineffective, loss 3 kgs at most and gained 5 kgs after that, opsss..

now i can be sure, why that can happen.. it was because i gave up in the middle of those diets, and that time i told to myself, why dieting? its useless anyway, i couldnt loss more than those 3 kgs, the scales always shows the same number for 2 or 3 days, and it won´t go down. and then after that, i stopped my diet at once.. that was wrong.. i should´ve continue to keep dieting till my target accomplished. now after my successful diet program this time (can i call it successful yet? hehe.. hope it really will) i realize, in everything we do, if we keep doing it, it will eventually works out more or less. just dont give up till you reach the goal.. this sentence is what i will always keep in my mind starting now.. just try harder and dont give up, and believe that your hard work wouldnt definetely go futile in whatever you´re doing..

Quote of the day :

"in everything we do, if we keep doing it, it will eventually works out more or less. just dont give up till you reach the goal"

~ andy andy quotes, (hehe.. sorry, i dont think this can be count as quote of the day)

the real quote of the day :

“Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up.”

Anne Lamott quotes (American best-selling author)

one more bday in berlin

dear diary,

since i´m still in my birthday atmosphere, i will write more about it to you.. hehe.. first of all, thanks to my friends that prepared surprise party for me, for us actually, you rocks guys... fyi, 2 people are having the same birthday today right here..

and also special thanks to a friend that even goes a long way here just to attend it.. this what suprised me the most today..seeing her entering my room and i´m saying to myself, what are you doing here today at this late hour,eh? and the real surprise is, she hold out her arms. heh?? why so sudden? and you know what, while writing this just now, i realized it, i think she read my blog, the one before this post, about hugging my parents.. sorry my dear friend.. i didnt realize it.. haha.. it was quite a shock for me.. hope you can understand the shock i got.. haha..

ok, lets move on to the next story, btw, earlier today, i was planning to buy some bday cakes and just eat it with my housemates, since i have decided not to held a birthday party this year. but didnt bought any cakes in the end.. maybe because i was thinking of my diet program, hmmm.. but i dont think so, i was like in doubt, buy or not buy.. but, now i feel happy with my decision, i didnt ruined the surprise that they prepared.. yay..

next2.. ok, enough of that.. now lets move on to something more serious.. it is about what i have accomplished last year.. i really did think hard about it this morning, and the result it, i haven´t accomplished what i´ve planned before.. what was i doing.. i should have been in my "Hauptstudium"or you can call it "main study period" in this term. but, *sigh* regret2222222...

i´m always saying i will study hard this time, but in the end, i didnt even try to study hard..

i cant understand myself, its like, what the other students have that i dont, bigger brain? (thats definetely not it andy..) maybe its more like, they have the thrill and curiosity to seek knowledge, they enjoy and really love to know more to know everything.. they know thats the subject is really important for themselves, for the future prospect.. and me? i just can´t find it in myself.. have wasted too much time doing nothing.. should´ve start studying everyday already.. yeah, it must be changed.. i know its not as easy as flipping hand.. but i´ll change myself a little by little starting now.. what other people can accomplished, i can accomplished it too.. just need to set my goal and many2 motivations along the way.. hope this journal will accompany me and encourage me in the way.. i don´t want to disappoint my parents.. they´ve put much faith in me.. i must at least try hard to show them some good result in return. a little hardship couldnt harm, rite? you can do it andy, you know that you can..

its 00:44 a.m. already now.. and i dunno if you understand all that i was saying to you here.. i´m kinda sucks at writing since school days back then, but i´m trying to learn how to write by reading some friend blogs. hope it will be better next time... nitez...

“Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardshiptoday.”

Thich Nhat Hanh quotes (Vietnamese Monk, Activist and Writer. b.1926)

23

3..2..1.. happy 23th birthday andy.....!

yup.. today is my birthday.. i was wondering i think i want to see how happy my parents when they first seen me 23 years ago.. curious about how the look of their face while looking at me.. is it joy.. or maybe really really happy till tears comes out seeing new born cute little andy, hahaha.. (wishful thinking). ok, lets drop that topic, now i wanna say from deep in my heart thank you mom n dad. you´ve been in a lot of hardship raising me.. cant be more thankful for that.. really dunno how to put it in word.. maybe i will just give you both a hug later when we meet.. wishing you both a long and happy life, stay healthy.. etc... ^^ miss you and love you mom n dad..

btw, my housemate just enter my room while treating me a beer and saying happy birthday.. thank you too.. i know you will read it here.. ^^ cheers...

ah, i almost forgot, i think i have a picture when i was a baby.. so gonna post it.

see it yourself, i didnt lie about the cute part, rite? ^^

“And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.”

luca Abraham Lincoln quotes

hello world..

dear diary,

i´m hungry.... these past 6 days i´ve been doing a diet program.. why? coz i´m overweight *sigh*. i´ve gained about 20 kgs in these past 5 years in berlin,.. omg2.. although i´ve been trying many diet programs several times. and those were unfortunately unsuccessful try... hope this time it will be the successful one.. hoho..

i´ve been eating oatmeal every morning, eat less in the afternoon and eat fruits as my dinner... and luckily i´ve loss 3 kgs.. i´m 108,9 kgs now (happy for it).. apart from these yummy daily menu, ´ve also been trying to do some sport.. i went to swimming pool twice last week.. and planning to make it as my new weekly routine.. hope i can reach my goal (100kgs) in june.. and 80kgs by the end of the year..

btw, english is not my first language, hope you dont mind if there are many mistakes in every corner in this blog.. ^^

Quote of the day :

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”